Mom is sleeping most of the time now, and when she is awake she is confused and doesn't know where we are most of the time, she also fights sleep, and wears herself out fighting to stay awake, she only goes to sleep when she can not fight it any longer. She told me Wednesday in one of her sane moments that she feels useless because she can not help me around the house. It made me feel like she wanted to die, I ask her about it and she said she didn't want to, she didn't want hurt me and Rick leaving us.
I found out why she was mad at dad, she dream that he had left her for another younger women, before he found out he had cancer, it took me two days to convince her that he didn't leave her for another women, he died of a heart attack brought on by the cancer. She also said something that surprised me, she was disappointed in her two niece's, especially in the youngest because of what she did when we were packing to move into Poplar Bluff, she took everything her mom had given to Mom and that was supposed to be split between me and my brother. I hope those two enjoy treating mom the way they have and are treating us right now, because once mom is gone, I will not be seeing them and do not want them coming into my house. As far as I am concerned, they are religious IDIOTS, and do not really believe or follow the peace loving, caring and God they claim believe in, if they did they wouldn't be stealing and cheating other people out of money and and stealing people money and personal possessions.
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